I always struggle with myself, my thoughts, my purpose and my overall well being and I always knew when Di was with us that I could count on a quick pick-me-up whenever I needed it by picking up the phone and dialing that familiar number and by just hearing her voice my mood was transformed. Hearing the smile in her voice, the love and caring that emulated from her soul was always exactly what I needed. Every time.
Over the last few years I have spent countless hours contemplating how to replace, find and secure the lost feelings I had through the connections with Di.
There really is no way, though.
I must move through with the memories of the warm hugs, the emulating laughter and the knowing that Di would want only the best for me, always.
I have to keep telling myself that I am enough and that I can attain greatness through hard work and sustainability.
Peace, love and hugs,
Cath